There is nothing sadder than the bride at the end of a hen do. Deflated willy clutched to her burnt boobs, ‘bride to be’ tiara skewiff and knotted into her wine-swilled hair, the bride stares into the bottom of her tea cup for a sign, ANY sign, that she might be forgiven for the unspeakable things she’s done with the waiter in Benidorm.
You will have to bite your lip to stop yourself from screaming ‘Marry me!’ at a man old enough to be Santa, purely because he says, ‘you’re a really good mother,’ and smiles at your feral children – as they scream at each other and fight over who gets to ‘charge’ their (plastic) ‘phone’ in the locker first. See pic.
There are no words for the gratitude you will feel for your own children when they ACTUALLY LISTEN TO YOU as you go through customs. ‘Yes I know you love your new Lion King bag but we have to put it through the scanner now… Thank you! Oh thank you! What a good girl! Thank you! Jesse, no, mammy can’t carry you through the bleepy machine. Please walk through by yourself, PLEASE… Oh wow! Thank you! A thousand times thank you! I have the BEST children in the world.’
No one else will feel this way, however. As a mother travelling alone with two under four, your already significantly diminished self-esteem will shrivel away to…nothing. You are considered to be the absolute scum of the earth, the shit on the shoe of the airport. You and your off-spring will prompt sighs, tuts, eye rolls and mirthless laughter from your fellow travellers.
But never will you feel more like a superhero than when the departure screen declares ‘Easyjet to Newcastle: closing,’ (despite having only just announced the gate number) and you kneel down, look both your children in the eye (separately, unless you’re cross-eyed), and say, ‘you’re going to have to run as fast as your little legs can carry you if we’re to get on this plane,’ and the little one predictably falls to the floor, a badly assembled game of jenga, yet undeterred, you look around, discover a discarded buggy, throw him in it, plonk his sister on top of the handle bar, and run – for the first time since you were forced to in PE at school – arriving at Gate 12, aka THE OTHER END OF THE WORLD, with mere seconds to spare. You look around, breathless, euphoric, confused as to why no one is applauding or handing you a medal.
The airport departure lounge is weirdly sexual on a Friday night. Corporate types loosen their ties and unbutton their shirts, girls paint their faces for their long-distance lovers, couples kiss and make plans for their weekend away. And one solitary Man-Who-Couldn’t-Even-Pull-On-A-Stag-Do offers for his friend to look after your children for 15 minutes so that you may join the Mile High Club. You will be tempted to say, ‘I have literally no interest in squeezing into an aeroplane toilet with anyone, let alone you. But if your friend is serious about looking after my children for 15 minutes on the flight, I’ll meet HIM in there. He can be my Spanish Waiter and I’ll be his Desperate Hen. Just as a thank you.’
(The things a woman will do for a bit of help with her children…)