1) Myth: Have more sex and you’ll be cured.
Truth: Those of us who struggle with our fertility aren’t frigid. Nor do we have learning difficulties. We are fully aware that babies don’t get dropped by a daredevil stork with a bandana. Our man could rub up against us enough times for his willy to produce a kindly genie in a turban, and for our fannies to actually fall off, and it still wouldn’t result in conception – if we have fertility issues.
2) Myth: If you give up wine/coffee/peas/soya/rhubarb (the list of unofficial contraceptives I’ve been warned of is endless), it’ll happen.
Truth: One word. Heroin.
People have healthy babies on a diet of Heroin for breakfast, Heroin for lunch, and Heroin for dinner. So forgive me if I struggle with believing my toffee-nut latte is going to be putting Durex out of business any time soon.
3) Myth: It’s Fate. Fate has decided that you should not have a baby. Fate is some benign, all-seeing, all-knowing force, who elegantly swooshes in and out of homes, delivering karma in enigmatically gift-wrapped ways.
Truth: If Fate does exist then I suspect she’s a long-haired hippy who overdid it in the 60s. She smells of patchouli, and whiskey. And BO. She wears a pashmina and crushed velvet skirt. She hobbles around with a broken crystal ball, and points her knobbly, dirty fingers at those who least deserve it: ‘Yes, you, the 14 year old homeless girl getting your barely-pubescent-body battered by a man twice your age who can’t understand the word ‘no’: a baby is just what you need. But you, lady with a house and a husband, yes you sobbing on the bathroom floor because you want a baby so badly it hurts to even breathe, you shall remain childless.’ Yep. If your friend Fate does exist, then she’s one stupid f&£ker. And it’s time for her to step down.
4) Myth: There’s a lesson to be learned, by the alpha-female in question. We’ve all met her. She’s in the gym by 5 am, hammering her body into skinny submission on the cross trainer. She’s in work by 6.30, impeccably dressed in a starched shirt and pencil skirt, clutching her Tupperware container of superfood seeds. Expensive Italian expresso runs around her veins where her blood should be. The alpha female is an uber-controlled functioning anorexic with a list of achievements as long as an umbilical chord. The alpha female struggles to let go, to chill-out. The alpha female needs a lesson in how to relax. Let’s give her a few years of infertility. That’ll teach her.
Truth: Bollocks. Will you never be able to forgive Eve for that apple-eating fiasco? Are you still trying to find a way to make it all the female’s fault? As a woman who only buys clothes that don’t need ironing, rolls out of bed just in time for whatever work I’m doing that day (I’ll have to check on the way where I’m supposed to be), a person so happy to lose control to others that I live in a house my husband chose without me, a girl who knows how to relax so well she could count ‘pyjamas and box-set’ under the hobbies section in a job application, I can say with utter confidence: Boll. Ocks. Infertility does not just happen to the alpha female. And the only lesson to be learned is how to disguise tears in various, imaginative ways (a reaction to cheap mascara, and an allergy to jalapeño peppers being two of my personal favourites).
5) Myth: Chill out and it’ll happen.
Truth: Not going to lie, this one makes me want to stick a pencil in your eye. Just a little bit. We didn’t just wake up one morning and say, ‘Oh, I feel really stressed out and pent up that I won’t be able to have a baby.’ We started out gloriously, naively convinced, like you, that it would ‘just happen’ one day. But after hundreds and hundreds of ‘one days’ where we woke up and it hadn’t just happened, that pesky little human heart we carry around started to beat that syncopated little beat that whispers ‘stress’ all day long. And guess what doesn’t help? You telling us that it’s because we’re stressed that it isn’t happening…
This is dedicated to the women crying on bathroom floors all over the world, and to their dumbass friends, who are desperately trying to help, but end up spouting insulting shite instead. We know you don’t mean it, and we still love you.
Kelly Rickard
Nov 2014